What You Dislike About Yourself

I dislike that I’m too easily pressured into doing the wrong things all the time. Even when I know that there’s going to be consequences behind my actions. I tell myself I’ll change tomorrow, but when tomorrow comes I’m back in the hole I dug myself. They say if you can look at yourself in the mirror, to ask yourself did you give today your all. And if you know you didn’t then you need a lot to work on. I hate how nothing I do is ever enough to satisfy people even in relationships because I get easily attached and want to just give them my all. I guess it’s the cancer in me. I use to be a sucker for love probably from growing up around nothing but women. I use to hate being short when I was younger but over time I didn’t care because I was still pulling females. So by the time Jr. High came I already had that mindset I was going to take what people said and turn it into a joke.