Things That Bother Me

The things that bother me I deal with on an everyday bases. There’s not a day that goes by and I’m not bothered or aggravated. It’s because I live in a stressful world and nothing in this world comes easy. I know it also doesn’t help when you go to a high school were one lame person can just say the wrong thing it can tick you off. Especially when you get around girls and there friends, it’s like a drama show that you would see on T.V or some. I find it kind of funny because there just lying about what they heard or what they saw. It’s like they lied to cover the first lie they just said. I don’t see why people can’t be real and not be so messy all the time. It bothers me even to see boys doing the same thing, crazy how far people go to even try to fit in.  That’s why I stick to myself because at the end of the day that’s all whose left standing. I see in this world your gunna go through a lot of changes and one of them is knowing who your real friends are. It bothers me that were living in this world full of secrets and were not able to know what’s really going on in our world. Or we can’t seem to get out of debt but some how the governments getting money from the tax payers and trying to increase the economy. We’ve had presidents who’ve failed to help up in this struggling time. making choices that effect our community and or way of living. I would rather people of the committee come to an understanding and rebuild this world into a better place.

Where I See Myself in Ten Years

I could see myself in ten years having a good job. Being independent and taking care of myself and family. I wouldn’t want to be still depending on my mom for the fact that I’ll be grown and having to take care of my own responsibilities. I just want to be successful and not living off low income. Because you never know what problems could come to you as your trying to find your own life? Where you belong or what you’re really good at. I remember as a kid being asked “What do you want to do when you grow up?’ and my answers each time were something I knew was going to be there like teachers or doctors. But not I’m eighteen and I’m being asked “where do you see yourself in the future. A reminder that where still moving forward in life. I know this world evolves around nothing but money because of the debt that were in. I would want to have a family of my own when I know I’m financially ready and I know I’m in a stable home of my own. I couldn’t be like my sisters who somehow find there self’s coming back home to my mom. Because they chose to leave the house when they weren’t ready financially and didn’t have a stable home.I learn a lot from my sisters because I’ve seen them mess up in life plenty of times. So I can’t wait.

My favorite Class

My favorite class would be speech with Mrs. Dusek. The class work was easy because I’m more of the type to just let stuff come off m head. So when ever we had to do speeches I always involved myself first because I know that what ever the topic was I could just say it and it would be a masterpiece. It was like I was gifted to just let words roll off my tongue. Mrs. Dusek would even sometimes ask me if I wrote this down and I would just tell her “No Ma’am” this is all coming off my head. She never had problems with me to do a speech. I also know that speech is important for the outside world helping those who never had a job interview. I think she helped me out most because I would probably never know what to say or expect. I look at kids now working at McDonald's and I’m working with a company that I know I could make a success out of. Mrs. Dusek was funny too; kind of strict she knew her stuff when it came to teaching. I hated that we had testes every week thought and it was

Terrible because I never studied her work kind of just went off on remembering what I heard during her teaching hour. Some kids would say she was mean but if you respected her then she would respect you. But she would never let you chew gum because when ever you had a speech people would smack there gum and nobody could understand them. I wouldn’t mind taking that class again because I know it would come easy for me.

Advice to Incoming Freshmen

If I could give away advice to anybody I believe it be the freshmen because there having three years left ahead of them. Basically your first year of high school is the most important because teachers throw so much at you and it’s what’s gunna help you later on in the future. I know my first year I chose to play around and goof off some of my important classes. With me being a senior now it’s hard because I have to take classes that I’ve missed or lost credit for and taking nearly the same classes again that I should have done passed and moved on. It’s never a good feeling to see your friends move on with out you or those seeing you take classes with underclassmen. Don’t get too wrapped up into the people you call your friends because when yall are in trouble that’s when they show there true colors. A true friend would take up for you and have your back no matter what, but they let the principles scare them and get them to squeal you out. So just pick and choose your friends wisely. I always go by the saying “keep your friends close and your enemies closer”. Because you never know who’s going to turn on you. But in your freshmen year take it seriously and come to school on time, don’t worry about trying to get a reputation because you always have time for that in the future. Never bring narcotics to school because you’ll just be hurting yourself and you’d be starting off on a bad note in your life. Keep that at home or just wait until you out of school.

What I Did Over Spring Break

I had a good spring break; I know that not all my spring breaks have been relaxing at times. But this one had been because I got to chill with my homeboys and get into all kinds of trouble with them. To mention I never went home because I just got paid so why not go blow off a fat check. And go have some fun. Being in school so many days it gets tiring and frustrating just makes you want to go crazy and wild for freedom. I was glad to have a week to blow off to be able to sleep in and not have to worry about nothing. It felt good, too good. I remember the first night out; we all hit up the park and pitched in on a thirty pack of natural lights. I was dogging them on the beer they picked because I thought they weren’t gunna knock my dick in the dirt, but they did. We got so faded that night and we were blowing trees so you know we were feeling good. We ended that night probably early. So the following day we decided to go hit some licks on some people that we didn’t like. Not really thinking about the consequences because our mind set was on getting what we wanted and that was there stash. It seems bad but we knew it was gunna be a good turn out for us. I think in a weeks worth we did shit that we probably wouldn’t do with nobody else. Just one of those nights with the homies. I couldn’t say my spring break was a safe one but I know it was a bad ass one. We like to stay young, wild and free. Especially because Brenham’s a small town with nothing to do so you’ve got to find things to do which usually involve trouble.

Christmas Break

 I spent my Christmas break working and trying to recover from being sick!  It was hard trying to work and stop coughing up mucus at the same time. Bad part about it was I worked outside pushing carts! So when it rained it only made it worse. I remember when my mom asked me what I wanted for Christmas and the only thing I could think of was just getting better again. Days go by and it’s getting close to Christmas. I get a call saying that we weren’t going to Houston to see the family because my mom had to work. I was furious about the whole situation knowing that we didn’t have any Christmas stuff up. I felt like this year Christmas wasn’t the same. I remember when we would go all out for this holiday, but reality sets in and it just becomes another day. So I and my sister Elizabeth just sat watching T.V all day wishing that we were with our family and friends enjoying Christmas how it should be. I can’t really complain about my presents because it’s really the thought that counts. The weekend comes and I go to my grandmas to see the other half of the family. We celebrated Christmas and New Years, now at my grandmas we had everybody there, from cousins to aunts an uncles and also my little brother Tevin. I couldn’t have been happier because I felt like this was how Christmas should have been spent. We opened gifts and took memorable pictures together.